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Monday, April 28, 2008

just exploring.....

the faith of religion....

if it comes to define myself i cant...its just something next to impossible...so wen a few days ago a fren asked me asked wat my religion was, i said...i had no religion but wen he askd again i said technically i shd be a hindu....he was obviously laughing his guts out at my wierdness n also said "everythn u say evokes another question"...well iv just accepted d fact dat im wierd.....n i dun wanna du nethn about it....i just dont care....

at least i dunt blindly go to d temple n ask for "gud marks n money n more money n more money...." well folks cant i jst believe in myself???.....i might sound like an atheist but im not exactly one....im not anti god....just individualistic...cant i jst be....jst an individual..... ..undictated......undisturbed....why is it so difficult in dis world to do what u want 2 do....to say what u want to say....to be what u want 2 b........n not analyzed n interpreted n misinterpreted.....

why is it essential to go to d temple n pray??.....even if one does believe in god why cant he just pray anywhere......or is god's address fixed??....well in that case he must b a terribly busy soul...soo many places 2 b at d same time....phewww!!!......well its not that i don't visit places of worship....d only difference is dat i only go to seek some solace n peace of mind...be it any place....a temple...a church...a gurudwara (plus langar...heehee) or a mosque....i do not disrespect those who are god-loving people...perhaps its my shortcoming that i could not understand His importance....His presence....

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Nikita Balasubramanian said...

wassup wid people??.....comment deleted....hell maan!!!

Nikita Balasubramanian said...

ohkay ppl...i HAVE NOT deleted dese comments...dese belong to ankit a.k.a xhibit....who's id has been unfortunately hacked by some loser....dis goes to all d losers who hack ppl ids....@#$%^&*(......

Anonymous said...

i think shes partially rite partially rong.rite coz she follows da secularistic principle by not discriminatin ne1 on da fields of religion. dats more imp.rong coz she confines her definition of god n doesnt wanna xplore various beliefs but dat is negligible. but i personally want her 2 xplore but i cant nforce my views upon her.but she is da way she is

Nikita Balasubramanian said...

hmm...righly said anonymous a.k.a kiran....but ull b glad to kno dat i am exploring my spiritualistic side....ex. st mary's church...haji ali...mahalaxmi temple....shirdi sai baba temple...n d rest....(u kno all of dem...as v went 2gether)....n recently i also went to delhi's bangla sahib gurudwara wid frens...n mind u i DID not only go for the purpose of the delicious langar...though i cudnt hav ne....it was too crowded....neways....so u kno im exploring n hopefully it yields some positive results....

Anonymous said...

wen i said u dint xplore beliefs i dint say u dont go 2 religious places i asked u 2 try n learn more abt folklores stories etc etc

Nikita Balasubramanian said...

yaah ur right...places of reilgious wroship do not define religion...one needs to learn more....ill try n do dat....

Rozita Singh said...

i agree with ur post nikita.Even i dont believe in that blind routine of visiting temples.i do believe in god but my god resides in my heart nd soul.So wenever i pray i pray silently and believe me he is there nd listens.Ofcourse sometimes wen i feel low,or usually wat happens is i get this urge(ashaanti) so thats the time i visit the temple and since he is everywhere ;) i feel his presence (as i feel in my heart 2) and man, im at peace :)

Rozita Singh said...

We have our own time, own place , and own way 2 connect to god!So,logically there should not be ny 1 way(like visiting temples,following rituals) right?
So,i dont understand y society tends to put forth this 'way'!